| i still don't feel completely content with what i have. it's totally selfish of me that i'm not content in the first place. my family's in good health. my friends give me the best support, something i feel i don't deserve at times. a roof over my head and food on a regular basis.
but there's something missing. and not to say that i need a significant other to fill that void because it doesn't. i just hate how i feel like i have to search for that one thing that's missing so i can be utterly happy. i have to start all over again and figure out what makes ME happy. and i'm scared it's gonna take me a while to find it in the first place. i know finding my niche will be worth it. what scares me, though, is the search itself. and how long it might take.
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| i can't believe i still have moments when i feel i'm not good enough. when i feel so inadequate. yeah, THANKS. |
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| remind me why i'm here. remind me why i need to be here. remind me that all i need to make me happy are my friends. my family. my faith.
i feel that it shouldn't affect me, that it's too petty to allow it to take over me.
so remind me that it IS too petty, that there are bigger things out there than myself. remind me that that there are BIGGER things that i need to care about right now. |
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| my game face is disappearing. i'm slipping...
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